If it kills me

Well, all i really want to do is love you
A kind much closer than friend use
But i still can't say it after all we've been thru

And all i really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And i will find a way to you if it kills me, if it kills me

~Jason mraz~

Past and Sadness

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For my Amemiya

Dear you,

thank you for everything.. you're my sweetest sister and i dont have a heart to hurt you, you can call me anything you hate about me, i wont deny.

It is my fault if i cant love you like you love me, until now... im still feeling guilty, because i said goodbye.

I dont know why i cant love you deep... all i know i care about you and want you to be a good person in all kind.

And if i found someone else, its not the reason ive said goodbye to you..

Its ok if you hate me because im close with someone else right now, but its my heart i cant deny... and we already talk about it, and you like this women as well. I dont want you to get hurt, i want you to be the girl i care about as a sister.

Im praying for the best
Im wishing for the sweetest life
For you and your future

Let Allah lead your heart and lead mine

Warm hug